This life I am living I could not have even imagined a couple of years ago. Years of my life in a rolling box swirling around the world. Having a home and a baby and a man who really knows me and is my best friend are things I didn't think were in the cards for me. I had resigned myself to a life of selfish creative pursuits. My parent's divorce really made me think that in the end, men always let you down no matter how wonderful they are. I became somewhat of an angry "man eater". I had serious trust issues, and still struggle with them. Patrick and I were friends for almost a year before anything happened between us. That was the first time that had ever happened to me. I am still learning about intimacy and trust, but having a man who loves and understands me and is worthy of trust is the best gift that I can give Declan, because if we are happy then he will be happy. Patrick is the best Daddy I could have ever hoped for Declan, and I am overwhelmed with joy that it will be our two year anniversary in April. We make a great team and I am proud to have him by my side forever.
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